A letter for my soul …

Soul yung post mo ang dradrama ha :))) I’m a bit happy not because of what you are going through ha , but because it seems for me you are showing a different side of you … of mhet which we haven’t seen before and I am so proud of you . you’re wise I know you deciphered , ako hindi eh whahah . kidding aside so when you tweeted me  RE the yes or no , I went here to search for answers and I what I got is I guess nagresign ka na nga … When you asked me yes or no I had a hint na that the question is for your studies or work what I don’t know is which is which , or if your question is should I quit my job or the other way around . I’m used to you telling me stuffs after you’ve been through everything na . specifically I don’t know what the question is di ba ? that’s the thrill you wanted , so para wala ding biased , could we call it … let fate decide ? parang hindi :s anyway to sum it up , exciting pa din . :)) Back to where we are I’m happy for you if you’ve decided na nga talaga to be a full time student , maexperience mo man lang like what I’ve told you in the past it would just be another year na lang naman tapos grad ka na there’s more in store for you . kung tatanungin mo nga ko ulit tapos with question na talaga to quit or not still I would choose to say be a full-time student .  It seems that you are happy and enjoying it base on ^_^· now I am young, churky & free na!”  good for you :D ibang phase nanaman tong pagdaraanan mo mas maraming challenges , yun nga lang I know mamimiss mo talaga getting paid and buying the stuffs you want but you’ll manage I know you will :) Goodluck #NJPC will be there to back you up . ALL IS WELL :*

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just woke up nahihilo pa ko … as my yearly tradition during hole week I do pinitensya if I’m not mistaken 9th year ko na this year and I was able to make it grabe I thought I would kasi bugbog pa nga yung katawan ko from my hiking . We started walking in makati 1930H and we arrived in Antipolo nearly 400H umuwi nga ko ikaika na :)) at sakto pagbaba ko ng bahay there is daddyoe waiting for his pasalubong hindi man lang ako kinamusta :D whahah parambata . dizzzyyyy

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carpediem-churky asked: how was the trip? wahaha! ung MTV niyo ah ;-)

AWESOME !!! you guys should have come :))

Dami kong pagod but it was worth it !

Ketchup soon :) walang MTV :P

Ang bundok na aking aakyatin :)

bukas na to meeting place namin is cubao 5a.m. :S

kaya ko toh 033112 :) 3 days kami dun . It’ll be hard but I’m going to make it :)

Excited na ko :D new adventure for the #penguins ♥

whahah antagal na nito ngayon ko lang natapos yung valentine’s day post ko dapat :s

I went down memory lane … before Valentine’s Day …  two years ago …

I’ve had a really unusual past . :s RR syndrome !

Last , last year before V day . I had this thingy for a guy with the initial R.R.C I refer to him as R.R . I liked him because he is good in playing basketball , one of my weakness :s ( I have two the other one is having a great voice ). It all started when I watched UAAP , he had a great game and the school won . The following day I saw him on my way to school , we were going on the same path . :) Somewhere along the way though till now I know the exact place :))  his hand brushed into mine I was so kinilig but I pretended I felt nothing syempre :)) PRIDE :D He looked at me and said sorry … I just smiled at him implying “it’s okay” if I’m not mistaken I know I didn’t even looked at him . Then the following thought entered my mind : He is my DESTINY ! you guys might ask agad agad ? adik lang pasensya na :))) I even sent a message to one of my closest friend about the incident . Then day passed by I kept seeing him , there’s even an instance that we were wearing the same color of shirt and back then we have the same phone model nokia express music and same color ! Awesome right ?! those made me more convince that he really is my destiny . Afterwards I searched him in FB I saw he has a gf ( ouch whaha though wala naman akong balak ) I saw his profile I was hesitant to add him , thinking he might not accept because he didn’t know me personally and so on … I just hangout in his profile for some time checking on him when after 3 or 4 months I swallowed my pride and added him . It took him a week or 2 to accept my friend request . Then we became cyberfriends (in FB) I looked at his profile , his pictures , almost everything there public that is visible for his friends , I checked his posts and conversations in it then I started to get bored and a bit turned off let’s judt not get into details . A day or days before Valentine’s Day I decided to unfriend him in my FB , the feeling was gone :)) I was just tripping ata whahah I was over him din naman agad . adik ko lang :s

Then the semester ended comes a new sem then 2nd semester nanaman new classmates , new friends new professor whahah I had another thingy for a professor but if you would ask me now I am not sure what I really felt back then . I had this imba professor that I admire . Here’s our story … Schedule ko nun was MWF lang being myself I’m not used to attending first day of classes what I did nga was one week so I was 3 days absent in his class . nung pumasok ako I never liked him ang taray nagsubmit ako ng index card he listed my absences and I miss an assignment na pala . After the prelim (zero base na) he showed us our grade . I failed 63 ? ! Grabe it was my first time to experience that though hindi pa naman final grade naiinis ako :) I’m not Grade Conscious in fact I don’t care if get 3 but I don’t like 5 . Na challenge ako after that almost everyday I see to it that I earn recitation points I answer problems in the black board with matching pacute yun na lang talaga inaral ko I din’t care about my other subjects petix naman eh :) then after midterms I saw my grade 96 :D I was so happy it paid of I was thinking nga grabe yung inicrease kasi ng points 33 I told my close friend may relasyon ata kami ni sir eh whahah and in my final grade I got 90 the semester ended then came a new one parang I felt andun padin :)) ewan kung anung andun . Hindi ko na siya prof nagsit in ako sa class nya minsan kwentuhan kami adik ko lang then narealize ko waleee nanaman and I know he has a girlfriend . Two days after valentine’s day ayun I gave him a chocolate one of my favorite (ritter sport) dapat for Vday yun eh sabi ko sa sarili ko titigilan ko na sya kaso we don’t have classes nun , the choc was just for the friendship I thanked him for the wisdom he shared and after ok naman na I guess the feeling wasn’t real ? maybe na challenge lang ako sa kanya and due to the fact that he is so imba !

oh di ba parang may pattern both RR then pag darating na yung Valentine’s Day tinitigilan ko na whahah …

then last summer I met this guy with the initials RR din what a coincidence right ? ayaw akong tantanan ? We fell in love with each other :$ whahah and naging kami . dumating ang Valentine’s day hindi ko naman siya iniwan whahah in fact I loved him more :)

our first valentine’s together . I was done blogging what I did. What he did for me naman is he gave me flowers a unique 1,2,3 .

 

Black ang favorite color ko kaya black yan :)) It is made of duct tape and yung stem nya is staw wrapped with a green duct tape suppose to be may ipapasok siya dun na love notes the thing is hindi nag kasya :)) so what he did he hand it to me na lang di nya daw mapasok eh natawa nga ko eh I said you should have ask me for tracing paper the one I stuffed in the cigarette love note I gave him in the past :D

when he gave me those he was a bit worried because he thought I wouldn’t like it . Ako pa ba ? whahah I told him I’ll consider this the 1st flower you gave me :) yes you heard it right more than 9 months na kami but it took him a Valentine’s Day for him to give me a flower . Sabi ko nga if you only know how long I’ve been waiting for these . Kasi we met in the city of flowers dun pa lang he was teasing me nung pauwi na hiwalay na kasi kami ng transpo eh , that sana daw pala he gave me flowers . then nung magkatext kami sabi nya pagnangliligaw daw siya he do that but when the first time he went at home , he bought a cake wala namang flowers :) . Our first month together , then nung may event sa school kukunan nya daw dapat ako whahah I just kept quiet besides I don’t accept promises , I don’t hold onto words ;) but I always REMember all those time wala naman siyang narinig sakin and I don’t obliged him to .

Tinatandaan ko lang hindi para UMASA kundi para malaman sino yung mga taong talagang GAGAWIN yung mga sinabi nila though walang promise involve or kung meron man :)

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This was his text when he finally got home and read the card I made for him . :)

This was his text when he finally got home and read the card I made for him . :)

Done making the envelope :) sealed with love :p

Done making the envelope :) sealed with love :p

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Done :) gagawa na lang ako nang envelope tapos I’ll have a break and I’ll prepare for my presentation and defense for tomorrow . Na eexcite na ko magbukas ! :)

Done :) gagawa na lang ako nang envelope tapos I’ll have a break and I’ll prepare for my presentation and defense for tomorrow . Na eexcite na ko magbukas ! :)

Done :) kaso fail hindi naprint yung bandang dulo susulatan ko pa ng red pen . My typo pa sa muck dapat much yun . I should have double checkd before printing hilo na ata ako kanina pa ko infront of the computer .

Done :) kaso fail hindi naprint yung bandang dulo susulatan ko pa ng red pen . My typo pa sa muck dapat much yun . I should have double checkd before printing hilo na ata ako kanina pa ko infront of the computer .

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